I'm not sure what to call this;
the feeling that burns deep within my soul
One part fire
and one part ice;
With all that I am, I wish I could damn you to your pyre
I wish you misfortune
I wish you nothing but unhappiness
because you broke your promise
and she broke my pride
ripping away every 'I don't give a fuck'
ripping apart my mind
& every fiber of my body,
every stitch ever made demands that you turn around;
that you think for just another second
Because (maybe) this time,
I could make you see
how I was always here
glued to the shrine I made in your name
glued to the feelings that you never let fade
we're all growing
and you're all changing
and I've loved all the darkness within you
but,You've burned me countless times
and I return.
I return.
So forgive me when I shun your name
deny you entrance to my world again
sign wanted posters for the woman who dared steal your heart
tearing down walls, ones once invited behind
then rebuilt you slip back through the pores
setting fire to the castle
setting fire to my heart
So forgive me when I shun your name
Make you the enemy
for it's a lot easier to hate
than it is to admit I failed
again.
I don't want to know you're happy
in fact, I'd rather not know you at all
I'm just tired of being your puppet, your doll